I feel like I am working else where in another company. That’s the reason why I have been err…missing all this while. New processes, new reporting, new boss and altered functions, all the things you normally get when u begin in a new company. Unfortunately, I’m still in the same one facing the same white walls.
I don’t like change as much as anyone else. It interrupts my equilibrium – how i function, the speed i move and above all, my expectations. I feel like I’m surfing on a layer of molten lava, waiting for it to cool and harden and pray that it will not burn me to ashes in the process.
The company is striving one last time to survive. So, how do I play my part? First option is to abandon ship and reject all new ideas. Runaway before we all get killed together. The other is to give it one last go… every last drop of blood we have and make it to safer grounds if not greener pastures. I chose option two.
Interrupting my equilibrium is a definite must whichever option I choose. Getting a new boss is also part of it. While the second choice does not force me to move out from my environment, it only toughens me .
It doesn’t matter to me if it will work or not, at least we will learn something from all this. But, with the new directions, I’m feeling quite confident that we will pull out from where we are. It is possible.
But if I am wrong… well, I guess I’d have more time to blog then and start my pet project. Wish me luck.
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